"Yes, it is," I said. I was glad he was there, because my
dad is visiting this weekend, and squeezing in time to mow the lawn,
on top of cleaning and taking care of my normal activities, was looking
less and less likely. I asked him if he had his gas mower, and he said
he did. This was a relief, because the last time we'd had to plug his
weed whacker into the porch light, which involved a stool and an adapter.
I was already pressed for time to finish my afternoon assignment in
time to get to a hair appointment.
I pointed out that the tulip was now done blooming, so he could mow
straight over it. Two weeks ago, I'd asked him to mow around it. The
tulip is a volunteer, as my dad would say: having popped up where no
one had planted it. Every spring, we mowed around it.
"Want me to do the back, too?" he asked. And I told him that
would be good. Then I went upstairs to try to get my assignment finished.
As I worked, the sound of the motor floated in the open window, along
with the occasional loud clank of an ill-placed stone. The dog eventually
tired of barking, signed and lay down on the bathroom floor. The cat
crouched at my feet, scared of the noise.
It grew quiet. After a short period of silence, I thought that maybe
he had knocked again. I peered out the front window, and he was looking
away from me. "James," I called. And then, when he didn't
turn, I called his name again. "Did you knock?" He nodded
yes.
I had recently replaced the batteries in our alarm, but people keep
complaining that it doesn't work. Every time I try it, the alarm does.
Maybe there's a certain way to press it. Maybe it's time to look for
a new alarm.
As I handed him his money, he smiled and said, teasingly, "No
cold water this time?"
Immediately, I knew I wasn't looking at James, the guy who mowed our
lawn when we first moved in and, after having been away for a couple
years, had come back two weeks ago and asked if we needed him. No, in
fact, it was the guy who had been mowing our lawn ever since James left.
It was the guy who I always gave a glass of cold water with the money,
since he had asked me the first time he mowed.
"Just a minute," I said, and went inside to get a plastic
cup full of cold water. I racked my mind for his name. It started with
an "A," I was certain, but I couldn't come up with it.
Giving him the water, I apologized for calling him the wrong name.
"I was just talking to somebody named James," I explained
weakly. He sipped the water and told me he'd see me in two weeks.
When did I become this person, this person who pays for lawn work and
can't remember the names of the men who have mowed her lawn? Almost
as soon as I walked away from the door, his name popped into my head:
Anthony.
Anthony, Anthony, I repeated quietly to myself. Next time, I
vowed I'd get it right. Then again, next time, with my luck, it will
probably be James.