Today,
I'm trying not to speak more than I have to, since I injured my tongue
this past weekend, probably by biting it. I don't remember this; I never
remember injuring myself. Sometimes I wonder if someone borrows my body
while I'm sleeping, bashes around town in it, and returns it, bruised
and aching.
Keeping
quiet is more difficult than you might think. I stopped to deposit a
paycheck, and the ATM was down, meaning I had to talk to a teller. Then,
at the grocery store, I was greeted by the friendly security guard who
always wants to pass the time of day. I nodded and smiled. Then the
cashier, seeing I was buying a lot of produce, gushed about the home
garden she's starting. I tried to stick to nonverbal responses as much
as possible, or short phrases.
At home,
it's easier, because The Gryphon is aware of my self-imposed restriction.
I've been communicating through sounds and gestures, and sometimes writing
on a pad. Una even cooperated on our walk, obeying the hand signals
we've rehearsed along with her verbal commands.
I'm hoping
that the respite will help my tongue to recover more quickly. It does
feel less irritated than it had by this time of the day, any day this
week. Who knows? Maybe my silence will lead to satori. Probably not,
because I'm still writing my blog and listening to The Beatles.
As promised,
here are some more pics from the trip to Central Pennsylvania. I'll
let them speak for me.
Guard
puppeh is faster than my focus mechanism.
A
flowering bush, covered with a lacework of buds.
Close-up
of flowers in a hanging pot
Beautiful
red "helicopter" seeds. For red trees?
A
sidewalk-chalk memorial to a beloved pet
A
bush blooms with remembrance.
Future
flowers
Telephone-pole
band says, "Oh, noes! Rust!"
The
Golden Arches, oasis of French fries
Una
just says no to hydrants.
Just
can't catch a break.